I'm feelign a lot better right now than I was before.

I picked up a book called "Nocturnal Witchcraft" from the library. I've wanted to read this book for YEARS, but was never sure if it was really worth spending the money on. It sure was. I am really enjoying the writiing in this book, as it isn't from a "know-it-all" type of person. It's just somebody who explains how they came into this kind of stuff and basically how they like to do things. They write it in a very casual way where you never feel like they are telling you the right or wrong way to do things.

Any any rate. I pulled out some stuff of mine today, casted my circle and just meditated. I did it in a very simple way in which there wasn't any kind of big ritual or a walk. It was a small . . . bubble so to speak. Enough to have my materials and me sitting there and I relaxed. It was a very nice feeling. I haven't done stuff like this in a while and I felt very refreshed and relieved as soon as I closed the circle around me. All I did was meditate for about 10-15 minutes (The process of getting deep into the meditation isn't hard for me as I've done it for so long. I can actually sit in the car while somebody else is driving with the radio on and the sound of traffic and I can still meditate.) and then I said a few prayers. After that I lifted the circle and continued through my day. It would be nice to do this every morning though. It makes me feel so much better and way more motivated throughout the day.

I am going to start trying astral travel and things of that sort. My boyfriend already knows how to do this stuff, but it's always gave me an eerie feeling. Like something bad would happen to me. But I don't feel that anymore. I feel like I am ready and I feel almost . . . protected again. I'm glad I started getting back into this stuff alot more. But I figured I am going to practice this stuff just in order to help open my mind a little bit more so I can take my studies of the psychic nature into actual practice.

Wish me luck!

Goddess Bless.