Yes, the nerdiest title I could have possibly had. Haha
So I've been talking to my brother's fiance. Or at least, I started to today. And I found out that she wants to get together and make the soaps and oils and stuff with me. She said she use to be into the whole Pagan scene a lot more before she had kids because then her time ran short. They are moving on the 15th of February and she wants to get together shortly after that.
It's just comforting. I don't know a lot of people around me who are into this stuff. My sister reads abotu some of it sometimes, but she's confused as to what "belief" she really wants to go with. My brother use to be a serious Wiccan, but he's hit his midlife crisis point and I'm not sure what's going on with him. It's just that either I meet people who are know it alls and basically think that the way they do things is the right way to do it, or I meet people who makes me feel like they are just reciting a text book they memorized and they don't really know what they are talking about. I don't feel like she's going to be judgemental of me or anything like that. I feel like we can get along really well. I mean I kind of know her, but not too much about her. She's always respectful of me and I just always wanted some kind of companion or something like that to do this kind of stuff with. So it's nice.
There's a Masquerade Ball coming up pretty soon that I really want to go to. I'm not sure if we will be going, but it sounds really fun. I've never been to one and always wanted to do something like this. It's from the Open Hearth Foundation. It's this whole Pagan community thing. I'm actually really excited about it.
Sometimes I think people look at me as weird for this stuff. They support me, but I get the feeling that sometimes people think I'm nuts for believing in all this stuff and wanting to play a bigger roll in the Pagan community.
Not like that's going to stop be. I just would like to feel more accepted sometimes.
Anyway, I'll write more later. Got work in the A.M.
Goddess Bless.